A Dream Come True

I know, the title is pretty girly. I couldn't think of anything else, and I'm sort of giddy right now anyways, so let it be. I'm giddy from excitement, because that's what happens when I take a step of faith. And boy am I taking one! Allow me to explain...

About two months ago, I called two adult men that I look up to, and I knew would shoot straight with me. I told them I was miserable not being in full-time ministry, and I had to do something about it. I didn't know what, but I knew if I took another job that had nothing to do with missions, I would die. So I began to pray. At the time, I was unemployed with a wedding coming up in 6 months.

Fast forward to last Monday. Wedding is 4 months away, and still no income. I get a job interview for a 45hr/week position doing data entry. Can we say boring? Anyways, I go, and they say they will call me back by Friday. Two days after the interview, one of my favorite ministries calls. After meeting with them for a few hours, they want to bring me on as a staff member. WHAT?! Um, check! Only catch? I have to raise my own support. No big deal, right?

Well, right... I think. Right now it is Monday evening, five days after the offer from the ministry. So far, I've raised $600/month in support for the next five months. Scratch that, God has. And remember that job I was offered doing data entry? I'm going to turn it down. That's right - I'm taking a leap of faith (4 months before marriage!) and going into full-time ministry. YEAYA!

You know what I've learned so far? I trust a job more than I trust God. And I'd be willing to bet some of you are in the boat with me. "God, if I take this job, I'll have a steady, reliable income. But if I don't, I'm going to be relying completely on You, and that scares me." Does anyone see the theological tragedy I finally awoke to? I've got some serious praying to do!

(I know, this post has been somewhat of a verbal regurgitation. That's alright, I just had to get it out of my system. More details will ensue, I assure you!)

In American culture, money makes the world go round. I'm not asking you to quit your job or pass one up - my situation is obviously an exception. I am challenging you to search your heart, and see where you are banking your trust.

What about you? Is your financial security found in Christ or your job?